Thoughts while Thinking.

I am getting so caught up in the bright and successful future I WANT, that I have forgotten to pay any attention to the now and to what I already HAVE..

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Im being impatient.

&& Ungrateful. (when there is so much to be grateful for)

We don’t attract what we want. We attract what we are.

Wayne W. Dyer on The Law of Attraction.

When we focus on what we don’t have, then we DONT have a lot, but when we focus on what we have coming to us, our blessings and successes, more blessings and success find us.

I have damaged myself in this thought cycle more than once before…. dwelling in the negatives instead of focusing on the positives...

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Mindset really IS everything.

So now that I’ve caught it… its time to feed my mind healthy thoughts. Spend less time in the “Why me’s” and more time in the “Watch what I can do’s”….. && maybe this time, Ill get stuck there. (fingers crossed)

I’ve got my business in mind. A dream that is being brought to life. A business that will be successful, fun and rewarding. As long as I build it to be so.

I'm spending my time at home building a space to start with.. 

Nothing much… just a section in my home that I can set up to be my very messy “office” for the time being. With the help of supportive and inspiring friends and a more than motivating family, I am armed with equipment and an idea that (thanks to the above stated supportive friends) I have decided to make more than “just a daydream.”

apart from the workspace…

I return again to the concept that we attract what we focus on…. our minds are such powerful things.. therefore, my mind,body and spirit must have a comfortable and inviting space to grow in (&& out of). Ultimately providing myself the happiness and inspiration Im in need of on this journey to make dreams, realities.

&& Maybe I’m wording this all wrong…. because its not comfort I need or have had that has driven me to push for more… its been my DIS-comfort. It’s been my huge spirit and dreams confined inside the small space I’ve given myself to breathe (or dream) in… that and the words of a good friend, “sounds like you’re already uncomfortable so what are you waiting on?”

She is absolutely right.

What in the hell am I waiting on?

In all honesty… Im waiting on a “go ahead”, a sign, a “perfect moment” that’s never going to come and those words were exactly what I needed in that moment. Im not waiting on anything… Im waiting on ME.

& I’ve just been in my way.

So with the full moon just days away and my preparation in full gear, Ill focus my intentions. Ill meditate on my goals and visions and Ill work.

Ill work my ass off.

I’ll get my small, messy basement office, Ill keep putting every tip I get in the envelope I hide from myself and I’ll keep brainstorming all of the ways to make my dream work on realistic terms.

Most of all, Ill keep my mind set on positive things. Ill stay motivated and focus on the goal at hand…and take conscious steps to keep a strong, healthy and most of all, powerful mind every single day.

This brain, these thoughts and My willpower will be the Magick that leads this dream to fruition.

That and the friends that push me.